why is it

that even single, i have to have boy drama? seriously?! what part of i just want to text you and maybe kiss you don't boys get. single for a reason and staying that way. i was in THE SHITTIEST relationship ever. and it's dumb of myself to assume that i'm anywhere near ready for anything serious. dumb dumb dumb. i am so pissed off at the world right now. FUCK. lalalala done ranting.

i think they call this happy

this, dear followers, makes the first time i've posted two blogs within the same month. well, for the first time in a long time. coooool. i've made a pinky swear with someone to try to keep it up, so this is my best attempt at it.

last night, i decided that i should probably look into a different living situation due to lack of sleep, lack of money and the fact that it's just hard to live with your best friends because you love them too much to strangle them. so, for the count, this is move number 5 within the past year and a half-ish? TOO much. i'm just ready to be somewhere that i can spread my roots and be solid.

the best news though, is i'm moving in with my sister. so that means no rent, no bills, just buying whatever food i like to have around, which mostly consists of peanut butter and soymilk. so, success. and my only rule really is that i have to go back to school, which i need to do anyway. so there we have it bloggers, i'm a student once again. and i've decided to pick no major becauseeee that's always where i mess myself up and get too excited.

boys. this is an all new topic for me. i mean, to an extent. i wish i were whole enough to commit myself to someone, but as of now, i'm just jaded and broken. but one day, some day, i'll be back to the whole brittany i once was and things will be great. i know it and someone has promised me this, so until then, things are just new and exciting and i love it.

i do believe that's all for now, as i'm probably going to be late for work. soooo, moving, boys, school. that's recap. i'll post pictures of my new room as soon as i get it all situated. <3

NEW LIFEEE

okay, bloggers. it's been a while and i think i mightttt have a bit of news to tell you.
i've moved from indiana and back home to the glorious state of mississippi. i ended things with Joel at the end of April due to so many various reasons, things just were not working out and i was far from happy.

so, i moved home and life has been great since. i got a new job working in retail and recently got a couple of promotions. i'm now living with three of the most amazing individuals to grace this planet: Haylea, Chelsea and Josh. if it weren't for those three i would have lost my mind somewhere in this crazy process. i'm now newly single...and uh....ready to mingle? except not even slightly. the following words make me want to vomit and/or die: relationship, i love you, baby, or any combination of the lyrics to 'only wanna be with you'. so, bring it on boys, just don't get too attached because i'm not sure i can stick around for anyone but myself, simply because i haven't been able to in so long.

so now, this blog is going from me whining about being bored and missing home, it will now hold all of my various boy encounters, as there have been a few already. but that's for a new blog. i'll leave you with these words:


Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cards
make you fall, real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cards
Wish you never ever met her at all!