i've done the unthinkable. boyfriend. that's right. i have a boyfriend now. a great one. and i'm happy, so happy. but scared shitless at the same time. i'm supposed to be a maneater. with no feelings about boys and which heart i break. but here i am going back on everything i believe. but, i want to think Ryan is worth it. because as much shit as i've seen in my past relationships, he's seen just as much. two little broken people just trying to learn to trust again. we'll see how it goes, bloggers. and until then, happy days.
